Selfish Machine

im just a selfish machine.
i wish i had a time machine
i wish i could take back everything that ever happened
i wish i could apologize
i wish i could see you one last time
i wish things would have been okay between us
i wish you wouldn't have acted the way you dod
i wish i didnt push you away
i wish i could hear your voice once more time
i wish i could just call your home phone and know youd answer
i wish i knew what caused your death
i wish i would have gotten closer to you
i wish i was old enough to remember a lot about you
i wish you were still here
i wish YOU were here
i wish i could be with you
i wish you were together still
i wish this life wasnt so confusing
i wish i could go back in time
i wish i was a scientist
i wish i had all the asnwers
i wish everything was simple
i wish there was nothing but peace
i wish i would wake up one day and youd still be here.
i wish i could wake up and be at your house and tell you all about my crazy dream and how i had a dream you died and i moved to forest with dad and met all these people
i wish you didnt treat me as an item
i wish i didnt still miss you
i wish things would have gone better with us
i wish i could save you
i wish i oculd have sved you
i wish you the best of luck
and none of this will ever matter, because i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions because i am a selfish machine.